one of those days.

[phinnia]

I am bitchy because:

• Have not written anything of substance since the weekend.
  
• The kid has an appointment with his shrinks today. Sigh. I'm just tired of all that.
  
• Am looking down the throat of an 8AM appointment tomorrow, and a 2PM appointment tomorrow, which adds up to a day where not much other than appointments gets accomplished.
  
• I am sick of appointments, and I still have three days of them this week and one Monday next.
  
• I have no pain meds that don't make me more tired than I am. And while they're effective, they're also narcotics, and not only do I want to stay awake (because I don't really feel like I'm getting enough done most of the time as it is) but the doctor is skittish about perscribing them, and ... yeah.
  
• And the fact that I have to be concerned about doctors perscribing me actual pain meds that work pisses me off in a huge way.
  
• The child has early dismissal next Wednesday. As if the fact that he had last week off of school wasn't already ENOUGH.
  
• Money sucks.
  
• I am sometimes not a nice person, no matter how hard I try to be a nice person.
  
• I despise confrontation but I'm going to have to do it, and soon
  
• I'm sick of being so damn responsible
  
• I'm tired all the damn time, until it's actually time to go to bed, at which point I can't sleep.
  

However, to balance that out, I'm not bitchy because:

• It's a nice day.
  
• Some BPAL decants I ordered ages ago have been shipped and may be in today's mail
  
• The kid is in school.
  
• The appointment tomorrow in the morning at 8AM is actually with my pain management guy. If he's not in again, I'm at least seeing my primary care guy in the afternoon and can talk to him.
  
• Money sucks, but not as badly as it used to.
  
• There's a bin of vegetables outside my door. I'm going to go get it when I'm done this.
  
• I had a marvelous time RPing with purridot last evening
  
• I came up with a story for the next house_bigbang.
  
• There are people that think I'm awesome, even during the times when I think I suck.
  
• I'm working on a couple of original pieces
  
• I found a market to submit one of my Write-O-Rama pieces to.
  

Public service announcement:
You should donate to rsl_bday_drive, because it's for a good cause, and then I'll write you things. <EOM>

(eom = end of message, obviously.)

Comments

[miintikwa.livejournal.com]

*waves hand in the air* I think you're awesome!

*hug*

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

I think you're awesome too. I hope your flare doesn't last long, for your sake. *hughug*

[miintikwa.livejournal.com]

Thank you, hon. I am taking care of myself so it won't, hopefully! *hughug*

[shutterbug-12.livejournal.com]

I, too, think you're awesome!

I wish I could write something of substance and there's no real reason why I haven't been. I have a draft, but the words don't want to form coherent, flowing sentences. Grr.

I hope your pain med situation gets straightened out for you. <3

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

Isn't that so frustrating? It's like a sink clog, it all just gets ... stuck. :P
And I think you're awesome as well. :-)

[paraoptomistic.livejournal.com]

I think you are awesome because you aren't bitchy for no reason. You have a list, any ONE of which would make a person bitchy. I am bitchy today too, and was yesterday. All work related.

Hope your day goes as smoothly as possible.

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

I hope yours does/has, too, and I hope the kids behave ... as well as they're able, anyway - and that there's no more ice this winter to keep the little beggars out of school.

[melodyclark.livejournal.com]

I don't get a chance to read and respond to my flist much these days, but I always read yours. You're a good writer and a funny person (we also seem to like the same stuff). You have much to be proud of. I'm sorry things are bad for you now. Hopefully the bad stuff will soon pass.

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

Aww, thanks. *hughug* That's really sweet of you.
(And thank you, so much, for your post about fanfiction/non-fanfiction and sets of eyes - it's in my bookmarks now to read when I feel particularly lousy about things, and it did make me feel better today. I'm quite grateful for that.)

[the-new-perfect.livejournal.com]

Feel free to be bitchy and awesome at the same time!

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

That's a good option. I like that. I'm gonna go for it.
*hugs-tight* For both you AND little Ms. Beetle. How is she doing these days? I adore your Beetle-moments. She's very special.