i realize i'm preaching to the sane parts of the choir here but you can just call it venting

Dear House Fandom,

PLEASE DON'T STRESS ME OUT TODAY. I AM IN A STUPID AMOUNT OF PAIN AND WILL ALREADY BE POPPING BENZOS FOR THE FINALE, OKAY? DO NOT WANT TO START DOING THAT AT FINALE MINUS EIGHT POINT FIVE HOURS. GIVE ME PORN AND FLUFF AND COOKIES AND NO DRAMA.

<3,

Phin.

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Dear self,
Season 5 looks awesome. Focus on that instead of mentally chewing on unlikely potentially horrible things. Also, write some and finish your book.
<3,
You

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Today's PT was a backup and she looked like a mid-twenties version of Wednesday Addams. HOT. OMG.

Pain guy was only moderately helpful. Pain guy does not do cortisone (am starting to wonder what pain guy actually does do) but is referring me to sports medicine for cortisone in knee and ankle. Am to phone him back next week. Good times. Tired nao. *flop* How are you?

culture shock

For ecwoodburn, a drabble that fell out of my head like she asked for

Audra's new job is this: forensics, coroner and general medical slash biogeek for the time police in Seattle. She got it through eighty-five percent pure knowledge and fifteen percent nepotism: her mother is still part of the same organization, although on a more international level, and she made a phone call or two. Audra's not ashamed of that in the least. Connections are worthless if left unused, like a muscle that atrophies in zero-gravity. At first she thinks this use of connections and backtalk to do business is more the case in Hong Kong and that's why Americans have so many issues with the practice: in time she realizes that it's the same in both countries, but for some reason Americans hide it in shame instead of allowing it enough sunlight and air to grow naturally.

Audra thinks, not for the last time, that she will probably never understand Americans.

She remembers her coworkers, but with younger faces: Anthony with tousled hair and overalls, serious, studious even in the simple act of stacking blocks, Fabian staggering around in his mother's high heels and an outrageous pink spangled camisole that hung limply on his wire-thin frame.

Anthony is now khakis and coffee and looks eerily like her memories of Jack; she has to retag that face in her brain, now. She's nearly slipped and called him fu chan Jack, has to stop herself from bowing. Fabian grins and calls her jeih je like old times - big sister - but he's checking out her ass and the heels are on boots made of butter-soft leather that fit like they'd grown onto his calves.

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*Author's note - fu chan Jack means something like "maternal uncle Jack" in Cantonese according to the niternet but if I've totally messed that up, TELL ME. I want to change it.

thoughts on the season finale and My Summer Projeckts For Fandom

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Fear not, because the hiatus will not suck!

I have an awesome project going on with jane_hidell: you can read about it here. YOU SHOULD GO. AND REQUEST THINGS YES YES YES. Jane is awesome and her pixel wilsons are awesome.

And after that heart-wrenching season finale I feel the need to write some nice fluffy porn. Maybe a few of those.

In the morning there will be nice House-flavoured porn. I will take requests, if you like, as long as no one minds that it takes me forever to finish this stuff. <3

Should I do a fluff initative for the next week while people recover? I think I will. Smut scenes instead of first kisses? What do you think?

Quanta: Eight House/Wilson first kisses (1-8)

Title: Quanta: Eight House/Wilson first kisses (1-8)
Author: phinnia
Rating: They're all PG except the last one, which is R.
Disclaimer: A wandering minstrel I, a thing of shreds and patches. I own nothing.
Author's Note: So after the first part of the season finale last Monday I decided that what everyone needed was some nice harmless FLUFF to ease the tension. So I started writing first kisses. Because according to quantum physics you can have any number of universes, which means any number of kisses can be the first ones, of course.

Here they all are in a nice single post for convenience.

numbers 1 and 2 (in the same post)
number 3
number 4
number 5
number 6
number 7
number 8

twits

( all back here. )