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Mar. 10th, 2009 12:13 pm
phinnia: smiling dolphin face (antarctica/penguinslippy)
today's clickies are brought to you by [livejournal.com profile] hithah, who is one of the kindest people i know, and who needs to come to Seattle at some point that isn't going to be eaten up by packing up our apartment; and [livejournal.com profile] mactavish, who is a fantastic friend and owned by several beautiful dogs. i want to be one of her dogs, were i reincarnated.

anatomy lessons through the ages.

webcast of stephen hawking talking about black holes.

zoo chimp plans rock attack on visitors

gay ducks derail population plan

that splenda you're drinking will be in the water supply for a while. splenda tastes odd to me (although a lot of things taste odd to me) and most chemistry people i've heard that have voiced opinions on it won't go near it with a thirty-foot pole, and to me, that's fairly telling.

how fractals explain what's wrong with wall street. i adore fractals. i forgot how much i like them, too. <3

new play tells the story of rosalind franklin, the woman behind DNA's double helix

maybe i need to go out or something. i don't know. i need to relax because the pain thing is getting to me and the therapist thing is getting to me - a lot of things are getting to me. problem is that i don't know where to go (i'm short on cash until payday, i don't know if it's too cold for a walk ... hm. maybe i'll go to that weird mystery shop (it actually does something involved with mysteries). maybe some ice cream for after dinner tonight will be a relatively inexpensive splurge item. i don't know. maybe i want to stay in ... i really don't know anymore.

okay, the phone is startling me something fierce. bad, bad day for anxiety. i either need to go out or shut off the phone ringer. and i need to take a klonopin.
phinnia: rows and rows of lucky waving cats (millions of nekos)
Still more depressed/maudlin than baseline. Stupid Paxil. down to 5mg daily; in two weeks it'll be 5mg/every other day, and then it'll be GONE FROM MY LIFE and I should really have a party.

(note: this experience with paxil is by no means a reason for others not to take antidepressants. i was seriously overdosed, but I'm mostly better now and on other more appropriate antidepressants. i believe in better living through chemistry. Me not on meds is not something anyone should experience. i'm still ashamed/embarassed by things i did without them even though i was seriously not thinking straight. this is a public service announcement from me. I'll be justifying quite a few things these days, because frankly this is really difficult*. sorry for the inconvenience.)

Don't know if I want to go to lecture tonight. Have babysitter anyway; will decide at last minute. (hate dealing with this particular babysitter as i never know if i'm getting through to her. oh well.)

clickies:

From the continually awesome [livejournal.com profile] bishojo_kitsune: surgeons use twitter in operating room.

From the forever excellent [livejournal.com profile] mactavish, a few: arkansas and five other states ban atheists from public service. ... do they not REALIZE this is discrimination? i mean, it's completely obvious to anyone with half a brain, but large numbers of politicians don't fall into that category, sadly enough.

And also The Long View. Pictures of Christchurch, NZ and Antarctica. (i can stop any time, i'm not obsessed) (much) (okay, i'm lying, i am, but it's not like it's cocaine).

One from my girl [livejournal.com profile] machineplay dancing wheelchair. No, really, it's very cool, you should watch the video.

* read: very difficult means 'oh god this is hell. i will be justifying everything, which is very irrational and yet i do it anyway.

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